1. I love to drink
2. I'm not ready to go 21 days without drinking
3. Perhaps I was moving in the wrong direction of applying myself
So after evaluating the above I've decided to document the NEXT life change I'm about to attempt. Now as my readers have witnessed I haven't exactly been faithful to the changes that I've tried to do, BUT this being 2010 and NOT 2009, I'm going to make some changes. Instead of attempting to do things that I've never wanted to do i.e not drinking, I'm turning to do things I've always wanted to do...like yoga, specifically teaching yoga.
Its something that's crept into my life...the way a favorite song does...or maybe like chicken soup, something you love and is good for you, you just can't quite figure out why. So this year (2010--NEW year) I'm going to dedicate myself to something that I've been talking about for FOREVER. I feel like everyone does this with something. I'll see THAT movie finally, or I'll learn how to knit (not my preference, just an example) or maybe I'll throw a dinner party.
I'm not sure about you, but I'm done talking about it. Maybe you have to get to that point in your life...when you're just done. Done waiting, done hoping, done wondering. The best part about that is when you're done, well you're ready to start doing.
OK so I'm ready. I totally failed on the lack of booze (not a shock to those who know me) but I am ready to start DOING.
Here goes. I'm going to do something I've always wanted to do. It starts tomorrow, when I have an interview with the head of a yoga studio. If she takes me, I'm in. If not, well guess what I go somewhere else because I'm ready to start DOING and stop talking.
Here's to tomorrow. One step closer to something I want to do.
